June 3,4, and 5, 2005

Puerto galera– I’ve been there for nth time. Spending the summer with my folks and other folks, and my siblings… — Ever since I first stepped into the white sand of white beach, I wanted to bring my friends there…. what’ll we do if we are all together spending the summer in the same island, staring the blue water and its big waves, walking in the shore barefoot, lying in the sand as the water is continually rolling all over our bodies while Mr.Sun is burning our skins w/ his light, And in the night, sharing the same music while holding a bottle of cold beer?! whew… That would be very fun. You know, sharing special memories w/ them….

June 3, 2005- 2am! — The day of my fantasies… 2ts, Bado and Aiz were ready and things packed, gathered in mylalala-nuggets-lover’s humble abode waiting for me. I was an hour late because I was busy getting the v-cam for shoots when we arrive there. I was late because HONESTLY there are no way out from laguna going back to makati! and yes, i am intelligent, genius, and witty I found my way out. yeah! let’s praise ourselves!!! - After an hour I finally arrived in Aiz’s. AND GO!!!!

9a.m. - I didn’t notice I left 2ts’ headphone in the freezing bus in our seat, maybe I was too excited or I just woke up then so I hurry to go out of the bus… Arriving in the terminal where we can get a ride to the island after buying newly-delivered donuts from dunkins! very after-tasting.. Step one, waaaaaahh.. We felt like we’re famous stars! Everyone has loved us yet forcing us to take their ferry for ride. " mag-ccr lang po kme".. they keep following us..

Arriving in the island.. It feels like I’m starting to step in the stairs of my dreams..

We first decided to go to the market cuz we’re all starving. Yehey… Jem was there in the market selling vegetables.hehe..joke! we saw her in the market. like we all thought she doesn’t wanna come.. Wow.. complete! jem was there,2ts, Aiz, Bado and me.. we never thought we’d be so emotionally happy…

And what we did were– we swim.. big waves are there.. white sand.. water were blue (but not clean).. I feel like I wanna scream how I felt then..

june 4..waking up..sleeping.. crawling in a small cave.. losing my ring.. shopping for free.. Sarongs!.. breaking 2ts’s shades.. playing with the waves.. picture every minute.. having the things we wanted.. getting pulled by the big water, keeps coming.. eating late.. expecting someone.. having a bag of keychain.. wearing the nicest sarong as bags.. doing the thing while the kid was busy playing his gameboy.. The night w/ cold beers along w/ tokwa and pipino.. the reggae music.. drinking in the shore.. getting caught by people.. a so far answers in my questions.. being scared.. cottage shaking.. the feeling of paranoia.. sweetly toasted bread.. the lights on and off.. sleeping w/ no fan..sidetripping, i mean stripping!.. being naked..waah.. fitting the pink top.. hi and hello to every one who stands before their items selling.. Ate who said "tirahin mo na lahat".. ate who doesn’t want to be seen in the camera..riding in a 100 peso tryc.. missing the saturday night life.. the leftovers..buying the same bracelet for all of us 5..

Saying goodbye june 5..sadness.. I couldn’t say it all….. All i wanna mean to you is the hapiness I felt those days in Puerto Galera. You guys have been more meaningful to me… "DO NOT FORGET TO REMEMBER" I love you! ;-) nice…

ps.. I was writing this when the computer suddenly shuts down.. badtrip!!! so I have to retype it all over again.. =(

Yes, I reblogged this from Maze’s Friendster blog entry four Jurassic years ago. Guess I’m gonna keep that here as well. And I’m gonna keep those memories in my heart forever. Life indeed isn’t fair. It will have you taste life’s greatests and will take it back from you in a snap. Those days were treasures. Those were blissful. We never cared of things that may happen next but for as long as we have each other and a couple of ciggies, a bottle of beer, and the background music is perfect then we were fine. We were never even scared for the earthquake that night might become one big tsunami! I remember you even told me that, at least if we die that night we’re still together! And it’ll bind our friendship to the deepest kaso we’ll be in heaven na if that happens! Hehe And that, is if we will all go to the heavens! Haha God I miss my friends!

Life will never be fair I know even if I rant here a gazillion times it won’t happen. But I know for sure God will still make time for us. Sabi niya kasi maghiwa-hiwalay muna tayo para ma-miss naten ang isa’t isa. Abay nawili ata mashado! Hehe But I know he will! Kahit pa 4 more Jurassic years pa! Bring it on!!! Kaya yan! It may take awhile or two but in the end it’ll all be worth it! Keep those desires burning and we’ll douse it with beers and tears later! :P

It was simple back then and I can’t still figure out what’s with this growing up is up and about!

I miss you Kae!

You never cease to make me laugh …and cry.

And yes, I am running out of superlatives

to express my thoughts so

I better head out for one cancer sticko!