Sunday, August 02, 2009

20 000 seconds

Dear Mom,

Hey! What’s up? I should have been planning a bank right now but I can’t. Ewan ko ma maybe because I just miss u terribly today. Maybe because it’s a Sunday. And I miss our Sundays at home. Church, lunch, bonding, tivo, sleeping. Watch ASAP at laitin mga artista or watch MYX and explain dad how the generations of today are. I miss dad and the way I ask him to teach me how to play Beatles songs and when all he can do is smile when we tell him that he is too old! I miss my couch because apparently that’s my bed. The paint of the walls and the graffiti on the bedroom. That gigantic dining table. The leaks on the ceiling. The porch. And the nosey neighbors haha! Hmm what else? I miss it when I comb your hair while we’re lying on bed. And when you tap my lap so I can sleep. And when you always say we all look like dad. I miss it when you call me Baby though I hate it. I hate it when you sing and now I miss it. I miss the smell of my clothes, my sheets, and my towel. As well as the smell of your coffee every morning while reading the broadsheet. Ah! I miss it when you look for jobs in the classified ads section as if you were unemployed! Haha And you look jobs for us too. Masasabi ko na lang, ok ka lang ma may trabaho ako! Haha But you always tell us that opportunities come our way so we better grab it. And you tell me, anak di pa trabaho yan magiinterview ka pa, baket sigurado ka na bang matatanggap?! [Onga naman haha] Miss ko na mga hirit mo ha infairness!

I wish LA is just a bus ride! Kahit ilang bus pa yan basta bus lang so I can see you often. I want to hug you. I want to call you now but I know it will just make you sad so I opt not to. Not even sending this to you either! Google it! haha

I love you mom and you know that! I hate it that I miss you this much and I’m crying.

2ts.

So where were we again? What plan? Robbing a bank!?! God spare me wisdom and patience! Time to kill this sickos!

[:

0 comments: